Why do i always feel like I'm trying for nothing?

Don't you dare take your life away because your parents screwed up and are failing at being parents. The reason you should live is to live life! Your problems won't keep you from living a life you want to! Focus on the people who love you and are good to you. Remember you are always loved by someone. Stop those suicidal thoughts and learn to ignore people who are immature. Instead of turning to drugs and drinking start up a hobby like writing-making short films-sports-anything that can keep you occupied from those thoughts and make you realize why you are here. Everyone has a purpose and a chance to be the change they want to see in the world. Yes, Ghandi said that ;p If you ever need to talk to someone and have no one to turn to email me and i will help you. You don't fail at everything! You can walk.breathe.laugh.sing.dance.think.cry.… this you truly can do ANYTHING you want to if you want it bad enough and put your mind to it!Start thinking more positively and don't you dare give up! I believe in you to be whatever you want and to do whatever you want. Just be yourself and live :)